my thoughts today reflect mainly on, is this the best person I can be? I keep asking myself "is the reason I don't have the life I envision because I'm not the person I am suppose to be or the reflection of the person I want to be with?"
If the relationship I have is not what i want it to be, is it because I'm not "enough" of what it takes to bring to that relationship? hmmm....
If I am not reflecting Christ, how can I expect someone else to reflect what I'm not reflecting? I guess I can't....have I just settled for "ok"? Seems that way...but I don't want to settle...in my minds eye I see this passionate, caring, fun, adventurous life, but have I not sown those things? Instead there is resentfulness, stress, disappointment...have my expectations let me down?
Saturday, July 06, 2013
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